12.02.2005

i guess...

...i was right...i probably won't see michael today...it's ok..it's fine...i'll be fine...he doesn't have to come over if he doesn't want to...it's ok...i'll be fine....

no i won't...i'm already crying...i'll be fine...i won't get to see michael tomorrow either...b/c him and the guys are going to the mall...and i can't go....cuz i have a viewing to go...hmmm....and i can't see him sunday...because there's a praying thing going on at my house...so i guess i won't be able to see michael this whole week...i guess it's ok though...i'll be fine i guess...it hurts knowing i won't be able to see him this week...it's ok...he has his own life that i don't have to be with him 24/7...it's ok...i'll be fine...

hmm...it hurts...i'm lonely...but it's ok...i'll be fine! :) *tears*

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