Feeling sad & depressed
Listening to nothin at the moment
Currently addicted to thinking too much
Currently irritated by the point that i should've told michael
Randomness: *tear*
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well last night didn't go well...michael finally knows what i knew for a while...leo trusted me to not tell anyone...not even micahel...it was so hard keeping it from him. it was so hard...i really wanted to tell him....i guess i should've told him...i didn't know he would be so mad at me....i thought keeping this promise for his brother would be understanding...but i guess not. i feel really bad about this. yes, i did cry last night...i should've just told him...i should've.....i'm a bad girlfriend...i should've told him...i rather have leo mad at me than michael mad at me...hmm...*tear* but its's ok i guess...i don't know what today will bring us...most likely he'll still be mad at me...hmm...well i guess i'll go now...it's useless talking in here...haha...okay not really! bye...
...love is not worth the pain...
4.11.2006
3.31.2006
it's been so long...
Feeling bored
Listening to nothin at the moment
Currently addicted to waiting for the time to come
Currently irritated by nothing
Randomness: *yawn*
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well nothing's really going on with me..hehe...it's almost our 1 year and 3 months...i know huh...long time...i still can't believe it...that it's been this long since we've been going out...it feels so great...i'll never leave his side...he's my one and only....i'll protect him as much as i can...even if he pushes me away...i'll come back to him and heal his wounds...even if he doesn't reach out to me...it's my job as his lover to hold him and calm him down so he won't lose what's really close to him...i will keep my promise to him and i'll never leave his side...because i'll always be in his heart no matter what...hehe...well i'mma stop with the sappy stuff...i'll come back in a few months...haha!
Listening to nothin at the moment
Currently addicted to waiting for the time to come
Currently irritated by nothing
Randomness: *yawn*
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well nothing's really going on with me..hehe...it's almost our 1 year and 3 months...i know huh...long time...i still can't believe it...that it's been this long since we've been going out...it feels so great...i'll never leave his side...he's my one and only....i'll protect him as much as i can...even if he pushes me away...i'll come back to him and heal his wounds...even if he doesn't reach out to me...it's my job as his lover to hold him and calm him down so he won't lose what's really close to him...i will keep my promise to him and i'll never leave his side...because i'll always be in his heart no matter what...hehe...well i'mma stop with the sappy stuff...i'll come back in a few months...haha!
2.07.2006
DAMN
well last ngiht wasn't so great...two fights/arguments in one night...dumb me! i always say the wrong things...geez...why can't i say soewmthin g that won't get us in a fight. grr...i'm such a bad girlfriend...but if i was so great michael wouldn't be feeling that pain he received last night. i hurt him so much...AAHHHH! i don't know what to do. cried twiceast night...hmm...what to do?! i don't know...but all i know is that i want to stay with michael.
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