4.11.2006

*sigh*

Feeling sad & depressed
Listening to nothin at the moment
Currently addicted to thinking too much
Currently irritated by the point that i should've told michael
Randomness: *tear*
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well last night didn't go well...michael finally knows what i knew for a while...leo trusted me to not tell anyone...not even micahel...it was so hard keeping it from him. it was so hard...i really wanted to tell him....i guess i should've told him...i didn't know he would be so mad at me....i thought keeping this promise for his brother would be understanding...but i guess not. i feel really bad about this. yes, i did cry last night...i should've just told him...i should've.....i'm a bad girlfriend...i should've told him...i rather have leo mad at me than michael mad at me...hmm...*tear* but its's ok i guess...i don't know what today will bring us...most likely he'll still be mad at me...hmm...well i guess i'll go now...it's useless talking in here...haha...okay not really! bye...

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