jealousy is a bitch!

well today is michael's second day of school...knowing that abbie has 4th period with him...kinda drills in my head...but i'm telling myself that "it's nothing"..."don't worry about it"..."i trust him"... so yeah....so right now i'm just listening to one song over and over again...haha...cuz i'm an idiot like that...and because i'm home alone..and i'm blasting it...hehe!...i feel like dancing...hmm...well at least my jealousy isn't that bad like it was before...hehe...well i trust him...and i know he loves me...so NO WORRIES!

bOrEd

well michael came over on sunday and yesterday...it was fun...we watched movies and anime...hehe...and played PSO for the hell of it...hehe! then we would torture each other because yesterday was our last day to do it till december...aww...oh well...umm...on saturday michael was helping out his auntie move...i knew he was doing something for someone if he had to bail on me...oh well! hehe! well there's nothing really much to say....for today....michael and my friends are at school right now...first day of school...i rmember my first day of school...since i came i started at morse...i knew people but couldn't find them...hehe...then i made new friends till my senior year...i hung out with them...and now they're my closest friends...hehe...and i didn't expect myself to fall in love...it's such a great feeling...i love MY SEXYMAN!!! MY MICHAEL ROY MEDINA REASOL...HAHA!

alone & wasted

well i don't know what today will bring for me but yesterday felt really lonely...michael kept saying,"maybe" on friday night's phone call...i guess that "maybe" means NO...in his terms. last night around 9 soemthing joey comes ringing my doorbell for michael...i told him that michel never came...so i was thinking that he might be home or he went somewhere else. so i decided t talk to antho, eughene, and mark online...i talked to mark and asked if he talked to michael...and he tells me that he did...then we talk fro a bit. he asked me if i seen him or talked to him today..and i told him no. and he's like, why not?...and i tell him. then i told him that joey came over to pick him up...so yeah! i was worried...but i kind of thought about it that maybe his grandma stopped him to come over. MAYBE! so i waited for michael's call and i eventually fell alseep.